I'm about to get my Jillian and yoga in for the day so i'll try to make this quick. Update 1: tomorrow finishes my third consecutive week of consistent exercise after the insanity that was July and the first half of August. The first week started slow -just walking-cuz I had my period, yadda yadda. Last [...]
Just some thoughts/feelings I need to get out.
I am totally ready to have another baby. Or, as ready as you can be. Lexi is growing up beautifully, and is more independent by the day. Her newborn days seem so long ago and far away, though I know she still needs me very much. I've lost all the weight and inches I gained [...]
How do I find contentment without ceasing to strive?
A little over a week ago I started working out again after a month off, at a slightly less intense pace. It was going great until I had my legs knocked from under me by fatigue. So I haven't worked out since Tuesday, and won't really get a chance to till this Tuesday because we [...]
Lactivism and what I really think.
If you're my friend on Facebook or know me in real life, you know I'm passionate about Breastfeeding. Yeah, I'm a bit of a "lactivist". I'll wear that label proudly. But here, in this post, I want to clear up what that does and doesn't mean to me and what my Breastfeeding experience has been [...]
Reflection on my first year of mamahood
Let me preface this: I am not writing any of this to brag, nor do I want to communicate that I, my child, or my life is perfect. I hate when people only share the positive stuff online because it tends to subconsciously shame those of us who have negative feelings from time to time. [...]
Armband Woes
So after Christmas I finally got my Jillian Michaels BodyMedia FIT armband. Since then I've developed a love/hate relationship with it. Love: all the data feedback and all the things it tracks: calories burned, minutes of exercise, whether that exercise was moderate or vigorous, steps taken, sleep duration, sleep efficiency, and more. Hate: it tracks most of [...]
Perking up!
I started exercising again on Wednesday, (just Zumba and yoga so far) and I'm already pretty much addicted. I'm sure I've said it before, but exercise is a drug for me. I love the high I get from it, and I want more and more of it. I don't mean to a point where I'm [...]
Confusing.
Last Friday I hit my lowest weight since before I got pregnant. (I hit my lowest in 8 years while pregnant.) I was really excited, since I haven't worked out since June and hasn't weighed myself in ages. Then I saw some pictures from when we took Lexi to play in the fountain at a [...]
Possible TMI but an important health/fertility milestone.
I got my period today. One week and two days before Lexi's first birthday. Almost 21 months to the day since my last one. I'm having so many emotional reactions. Sadness, because somehow it feels like a mark of the end of Lexi's babyhood, relief and hope because it feels like my body is doing [...]
Loving my Body:Step 3
I need to stop beating myself up mentally. If I miss a workout, or sleep in late, or eat a non-paleo dessert, I am not a failure. Today I intentionally slept in. I have worked out so hard this week (and I'm not done yet!) but my body clock hasn't quite shifted, so I haven't [...]