Please grant me joy and peace on this journey. Return to me the magic and contentment that filled my days not long ago. Please give me patience and peace in your timing, keep me from comparison and the jealousy that saps my joy. Please deliver me from fear, making my trust in your perfect love so rock solid that there just isn’t any room for it. Abba, I cry to you that even now you’d be making a strong healthy baby inside me. Please, Abba, I know I can never earn or deserve your blessings, but I’m asking all of this from you. Thank you for knowing all of me and loving and forgiving me.