Deja vu all over again

My period isn’t due till Thursday, but I feel like someone might already be growing inside me…at least I hope so. 

Because if not, I’m very frustrated. My workout performance last week was abysmal compared to what it has been. Also, I’m feeling bloated and swollen round the middle and holding a few extra pounds, for no discernible reason. These things, if unaccompanied by a baby, are really disheartening. If there’s a baby, I can accept and embrace them. If there’s no baby, I can push through and perform better, I can clean up my food, drink more water, whatever. Time will tell, but I’m struggling in the meantime. Blar. 

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