Today I start the last level of JMBR. I’m a little bit terrified, though I know that’s silly. I think it’s because I want so badly to be able to do everything in the workout exactly on point, but I know for various reasons that’s just not gonna happen this round. It might happen in February at the end of the next round, or it may never happen, no matter how many rounds I do. I can’t control that today. Today I can give it all I have to give today, and each of the six times I do this workout this time. Perfection is not required.
Part of my angst is probably due to some stress over thanksgiving, which I won’t bore you with, except to say I’ll be so glad when it’s all over. I feel a lot of pressure that I just don’t need right now. I have enough going on, thanks. I woke up at six, but didn’t really start moving till seven, and it’s 20 after eight and I just finished breakfast. It’s that kind of morning so far. Hopefully the workout (when I get to it) will help me turn it around, because right now I feel like I’ve lost all my fizz.